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Friday, December 9, 2011
I'll never find someone like you. I promise it's true
I'd rather be here with you :(
My heart belongs to you cause I think about you all the time.
I know my love is true ...when we're together.
When I looked up, you were saying goodbye ,
I'm begging you please . I need you so bad .
Don't leave me now, you're the best that I've had !
All I have is just my heart , and my feelings I give to you
That's all that I can do . Give you forever!
Girl, I'm afraid just to give it up now:(
My heart's telling me to hold back on my vow.
But when you get close, I just want you to know ..
I start to get weak and I honestly can't let you go .
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Being considerate, you're warmed my heart.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you.
The smile on your face makes me feel so depress, because..because that smile wasn't make out from words i said.
Friday, November 25, 2011
I wish only happiness to her, for it makes me happy.
I kept thinking that this loneliness, this sadness, this.. emptiness would be gone if I kept you by my side. But now, I realize that even though something is near you.. they feel.. distant. Was it because I was forcing them to continue staying by my side? Was it because.. because you don't feel the way I wanted you too. Was it because.. was it because I was too selfish to realize what you truly felt? Was it because.. I was always focusing on my feelings, that I didn't even have the time to consider what YOU felt? Or was it because.. you saw right through me?
I thought that this love was our destiny. I thought that you would always stay by my side because, I felt something connect between us when we first met.. All I ever wanted for us to be happy, but I guess things wasn't like the way it was before.
I just wanted to say.. that even after all we've been through, you thought me something special. Even though our love didn't last, I truly realized how it felt like to have a true love.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
I'm not finished loving you.
You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldn't afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.
I have loved to the point of madness, That which is called madness.
Love isn't all smiles and laughs for the moment, but crying and fighting for
what you believe is right and will last forever.
For everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else.
There are only three things to be done with a woman.
You can love her,
suffer for her,
or turn her into literature.
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Missing you is like being lost in a black and white world. I'm in great pain now:(
Everything seems so faded and lonely.
Believe me..
I can't help but love you,
and if I said too much, sorry, but I don't
regret a single word.
Knowing that she's so happy right now..I'm really jealous. I really am!:(
But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest time in her life. I tried to have fun with my friends everytime i'm outside. But it was killing me inside knowing that she's being so happy with another person. I tried to appear to be happy to cover up the sadness and tears inside me.
Just some words i wanna share with you all.. after all that happen to me.
Many people breakup because they quarrel too much. Try to control your emotions and actions more. Yes, it is hard, but you do have self control. Let your partner win the fight sometimes, just to find the peace. Think before you speak. Don’t let her frustrated or anger you so much, try to maintain a peaceful state of mind. Don’t complain about her. Look for the good things that she does. Most women display their love through their actions, not words. So watch what she does with a loving eye. Try to have a more peaceful loving mind. Think loving happy thoughts, not bad ones. Turn that sad love story into a happily ever after.
My is still not a happily ever after,
When I first fall in love with her, I think the two of us will be together forever. I know in my heart that I'm suppose to be with her. I know that I will have a happy ever after, but then what happens? My heart breaks as I watch the wonderful relationship get worse and worse. I watch as my love story crumples into a terribly sad love story. It's really heartbreaking. It really is! D:
I miss you so much I’d rather die.
I don’t know what to do, I just can’t lie.
I really want to hug you and kiss you right now.
I really wish I can do it somehow..
I hope you feel that I really love you.
I wish you love me that much too:(
I’m sorry for the times I’ve hurt you.
But no matter what, I’ll always adore you.
You’ve the sweetest face and the cutest smile.
Nothing can be compared to you, even you’re far a mile.
No matter where you goes, I'll always be waiting for you.
My Tips..
Trust your lover more. Tell your partner how you feel. When you hold things back, they may not trust you and it also means that you do not trust them. If you don’t have trust in a relationship, then it will fail. Open your heart all the way, don’t hold anything back.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
I'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see.
when you came into my life,
I told myself I would love you
and never gonna hurt you..
You were my bestfriend,
my love, my everything.
Till one day, you showed me that
you're sick, you're afraid you can't stay with me any longer.
I refuse to believe you at first,
but when I saw those tears fell down your cheeks,
It speels out the truth about
how you really feel inside.
You were deeply hurt,
ya, I know..
I was hurt too.
You can't even look straight into my eyes when you said, It was too late!
My life has changed at that very moment.
I just found myself on bended knees
yelling. why?!
I was down completely.
But I had to be strong for you,
At your worst, I was there.
I know you're happy now
wherever you are.
and me, here I am..
hurting.. broken:(
The sadness of the night brings back the days we had,
The time you let go of me,
and the moment that I surrendered you..
Even silence reminds me of all the sorrow.
The pain...
and my hopelessness...
Hear me say this one last time...
I have found the essence of my life,
I have discovered a world that's beautiful
because of you.