My Brothers and sisters(:

Friday, December 9, 2011

I'll never find someone like you. I promise it's true

Girl you take my breath away, And when I'm with someone new,
I'd rather be here with you :(
My heart belongs to you cause I think about you all the time.
I know my love is true ...when we're together.

When I looked up, you were saying goodbye ,
I'm begging you please . I need you so bad .
Don't leave me now, you're the best that I've had !
All I have is just my heart , and my feelings I give to you
That's all that I can do . Give you forever!
Girl, I'm afraid just to give it up now:(
My heart's telling me to hold back on my vow.
But when you get close, I just want you to know ..
I start to get weak and I honestly can't let you go .

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Being considerate, you're warmed my heart.

You must love when it is given and cherish and protect it with everything you have. All to often we spend so much time looking at the faults and neglect what really matters. Loving someone is loving them more than you love yourself. To give without being asked and to forgive each day and start fresh. It's laughing more than arguing and not taking for granted the little things and moments that you are given with someone. Love does only come around once in awhile. Do treasure it. Or you'll live to regret..

Thursday, December 1, 2011

When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don’t even know what I’m waiting for anymore,
The smile on your face makes me feel so depress, because..because that smile wasn't make out from words i said.

Friday, November 25, 2011

I wish only happiness to her, for it makes me happy.

As I am writing this now I am more and more accepting the fact that you just don’t care about me. The illusions has worn off. And I have now little hope that you would ever care. After we broke up I would keep myself awake at night crying and sobbing. I would think , One day she’ll come up to me and say ..I still think about you. I had hope that you might care. But I was letting myself fall for that illusion again, stupid me:(

I kept thinking that this loneliness, this sadness, this.. emptiness would be gone if I kept you by my side. But now, I realize that even though something is near you.. they feel.. distant. Was it because I was forcing them to continue staying by my side? Was it because.. because you don't feel the way I wanted you too. Was it because.. was it because I was too selfish to realize what you truly felt? Was it because.. I was always focusing on my feelings, that I didn't even have the time to consider what YOU felt? Or was it because.. you saw right through me?

I thought that this love was our destiny. I thought that you would always stay by my side because, I felt something connect between us when we first met.. All I ever wanted for us to be happy, but I guess things wasn't like the way it was before.

I just wanted to say.. that even after all we've been through, you thought me something special. Even though our love didn't last, I truly realized how it felt like to have a true love.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I'm not finished loving you.

While trying to cope with the overwhelming emotions of a break up it often occurs to us that staying friends with the ex would at least bring some relief and hope. Unfortunately this path is like swimming in shark infested waters, fraught with danger and if you not careful you will end up drowning or getting eaten alive.

I'm writing all this because I'm confused and I need help! I don't know what is supposed to happen now. Should I just let go for a while or am I expecting too much too soon. We're doing better but we still can't bring up issues without almost arguing. What does one do after they separate? I don't want us to grow apart and it's over just like that because we are not talking but at the same time it hurts to just act like we're on vacation for a while and laugh and joke. This has affected me emotionally and I guess I'm just trying to figure out where all this is headed so the pain can be over if that makes sense.

You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be. Bear in mind that I couldn't afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.

I have loved to the point of madness, That which is called madness.

Love isn't all smiles and laughs for the moment, but crying and fighting for
what you believe is right and will last forever.

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else,
and for everything you gain, you lose something else.

There are only three things to be done with a woman.
You can love her,
suffer for her,
or turn her into literature.


Missing you is like being lost in a black and white world. I'm in great pain now:(
Everything seems so faded and lonely.

Believe me..
I can't help but love you,
and if I said too much, sorry, but I don't
regret a single word.

Knowing that she's so happy right now..I'm really jealous. I really am!:(

But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest time in her life. I tried to have fun with my friends everytime i'm outside. But it was killing me inside knowing that she's being so happy with another person. I tried to appear to be happy to cover up the sadness and tears inside me.

Just some words i wanna share with you all.. after all that happen to me.

Many people breakup because they quarrel too much. Try to control your emotions and actions more. Yes, it is hard, but you do have self control. Let your partner win the fight sometimes, just to find the peace. Think before you speak. Don’t let her frustrated or anger you so much, try to maintain a peaceful state of mind. Don’t complain about her. Look for the good things that she does. Most women display their love through their actions, not words. So watch what she does with a loving eye. Try to have a more peaceful loving mind. Think loving happy thoughts, not bad ones. Turn that sad love story into a happily ever after.


My is still not a happily ever after,

When I first fall in love with her, I think the two of us will be together forever. I know in my heart that I'm suppose to be with her. I know that I will have a happy ever after, but then what happens? My heart breaks as I watch the wonderful relationship get worse and worse. I watch as my love story crumples into a terribly sad love story. It's really heartbreaking. It really is! D:


I miss you so much I’d rather die.
I don’t know what to do, I just can’t lie.

I really want to hug you and kiss you right now.

I really wish I can do it somehow..

I hope you feel that I really love you.
I wish you love me that much too:(

I’m sorry for the times I’ve hurt you.
But no matter what, I’ll always adore you.

You’ve the sweetest face and the cutest smile.
Nothing can be compared to you, even you’re far a mile.

No matter where you goes, I'll always be waiting for you.

My Tips..

Trust your lover more. Tell your partner how you feel. When you hold things back, they may not trust you and it also means that you do not trust them. If you don’t have trust in a relationship, then it will fail. Open your heart all the way, don’t hold anything back.



Saturday, November 19, 2011

I'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see.

To the person I considered my soulmate,
when you came into my life,
I told myself I would love you
and never gonna hurt you..


You were my bestfriend,
my love, my everything.

Till one day, you showed me that
you're sick, you're afraid you can't stay with me any longer.


I refuse to believe you at first,
but when I saw those tears fell down your cheeks,
It speels out the truth about
how you really feel inside.

You were deeply hurt,
ya, I know..
I was hurt too.


You can't even look straight into my eyes when you said, It was too late!

My life has changed at that very moment.
I just found myself on bended knees
yelling. why?
!

I was down completely.
But I had to be strong for you,
At your worst, I was there.


I know you're happy now
wherever you are.
and me, here I am..
hurting.. broken:(

The sadness of the night brings back the days we had,
The time you let go of me,
and the moment that I surrendered you..


Even silence reminds me of all the sorrow.
The pain...
and my hopelessness...


Hear me say this one last time...
I have found the essence of my life,
I have discovered a world that's beautiful
because of you.