I'm sorry.

Just came back after smoking with marcus under my blk..
Viewed her blog..Who was she referring to?? I dont know..
But I'm very sure its not what i'm thinking uh..
I just dont have the guts to be frank with her..
I always wonder..what does she actually want??
I've given her what i could give..but is she even happy with it??
or is she still thinking about the past??
How i wish i could be by her side now..At least to be there for her when
she needed someone??
I'm sorry for the all lies i told her..I told her i would be honest with her from now on..
But will she still give me that chance??
I got an uneasy feeling right now..I wish all this would end soon.
And we could still be the same..I want you to be sad no more..
Will you still give me that confident to be by your side like you did before??