She laughed as easily as she cried. I liked her as she was.

Inconsistency confuses me. Here was one very likable girl, so warm and passionate, who could turn cold in a heartbeat:(
A touch of jealous was cute, at first. I thought it was sort of flattering that she didn't want to lose me. Alright, I can understand. Given the opposite, I wonder too, For awhile, there were legal reasons for her to think that way, i dont blame her either, thing is, I had nothing to hide.
It's already the past, and furthermore, i did nothing with that ****** ! Honestly, i dont lie when it come's to this type of things, I'm Clean.

I know it's hard to forget things that happen in the past, And i'm in the wrong too. but i've confident i can overcome it with her. dont push me aside, i wanna be there for her. it hurts so badly to see her bursting out tears like that. My Heart Aches:(

I still love her dearly. I pray she knows just how truly sorry I am for my part in what happened to us. Forgiveness is such an easing thing to do..

I'm jealous over what happen just now too:( But i can do nothing but to try and stop thinking about it..






Those arguments! They were over the bitch-est of things sometimes:(